wow i am super tired today lar.. frm ytd got to help in children camp ( i love children!!!:D) actually frankly speaking, when yan xia lao shi put me wif Janice ( whoots!! JANICE rocks!!) in charge of the p5 and p6's , i was disappointed cos i wld like to take care of the smaller kids..like k1 and k2. yeah:) but then , that night i was thinking bout of what Ds Lena said : servanthood/ship . and anw i wanted to experience how to take care of the older ones..hmm, wld they be more active/quiet, loud/soft good/bad?? end up, the first day i went , i was amazed to see that all my kids have aly independently went up to the 2nd storey to prepare for the assembly.. wow... i mean, WOW!!... yeah, and all of us even volunteer to help wash the cups, put it back, clean the table, etc..yeah:D i was very happy cos i was really tired, i dunno why. yeah. after tthat took photos wif wei en and si pian...haha..they are seriously nice i tell you:D

hmm, aftr that rushed to class chalet, and found out that i was in the pasir ris coastal sands chalet instead of the downtown east coastal sands chalet. sorry again franda and claire for having to walk all the way to fetch me.. appreciate the effort:D when i went to the room, it was so crowded sia.. almost no space to walk..than actually arranged me and seok kee go e hub grab something to eat and go arcade, but then she suddenly nid to back home to iron clothes..hmm, WHAT?!!haha, so end up went wif chanel and shin yie..and thy intro me to the drums game..which i think was very fun..haha:D aftr that we went to buy some finger food...the nuggets and spring roll was nice..okay.random. continuing on. yeah. so then we went back and we at first watched bloody valentine i think... it was quite freaky to me lah, cos i am always over sensitive.. i mean, i noe some of you think that just killing ppl is okay, but seriously its not..yeah, luckily franda blocked me so i only can see half the view...then ltr halfway thru some ppl, like me were so freaked out we changed disk to zoe han..is that how to speell it? oh well. very funny..m 18, so some parts were..you noe.. yeah:D so after that camwhore abit then i went back home.


the next day was the CHILDREN 'S CAMP AGAIN!!!well, today me and janice practically embarassed ourselves in front of everyone..cos we were supposed to do actions for some song and we did it wrongly..and the worst part is, everybody was looking at us( i dunno why cos actually we were sitting at the back) and all laughed so loudly, and its like quite embarassing lah please...to have so many children laughing..and this wei en ah, oso laughing. haha..oso we we played more games.. like sa sa fan sa.. duck duck goose, polar bear, yeah, all these.and ernest(hah, spelled it correctly these time) and jonathan lim had to forfeit..hehe..so they had to serve us rice, egg, chicken, and luncheon meat with beans>>?yeah// and i somehow was nervous when i wrote their names on the door gifts for the kids until i wrote ernest as earnest and jonathan as jonathian..sorry peeps:( help to cheer grp 2 as i was their leader?? yeah, and they were the fast est grp to finish skipping 20 time..and how they managed to find all 4 clues amazed me..i think it shocked zaccheus too..cos we were at the finishing point and he din noe what to say..yup..and we were supposed to pop the balloons wif a pencil and form a circle..yeah..in the middle of forming the circle, jovi accidentally brushed it and it all break..i have to take her blame lah, cos i din hold the pieces together..so its not entirely her fault..:( i feel so bad..and then she and lu xue had this huge quarrel..and in order to get them to work thet miserable circle instead of fighting i shouted so loud my throat noe very pain..so i tried to form the other half again while i press on, the others make the other half..tho we were second, i was proud of my team lor..they havve really done a great job..and then jovi cried..so we went to chill for a bit..guess she was really hurt..i think i understand her feelings lah..but just dunno how to comfort her..


went to parkway parade for dinner..saw this cute chimcha on the platform and felt like poking its fur..i mean, he looks and dances until so cute.. felt like taking pic with them..oh well maybe its the influence frm children camp..took some photos with charis they all, cos i think she just bought a new camera so yeah:D

somehow, this week has been passing super duper altra fast this whole week..hmm, is something exciting going to happen?

to give up something to another person is giving them a special gift/something..

sheesh....i did not do you any wrong, yet you practically hate me..like wth?today had okay fun with amanda and jingwen, but then i really dun like it when badminton clashes wif us loh.. its like, only friday then we can train freely..hmm, but now its better aly lah..at least they are changing time slots..but still no aircon, gggggggrumph...


hope i can help the teachers wif the kids loh..haha and also that i can make it in time for the chalet, tho there's some ppl i dun really wanna see..but oh well..:)ytd i played badminton at queenstown cc, but then now hands and legs all aching..cant smash properly during table tennis..for break, we went to play basketball..haha, talk about me not exercising for a month..haha:) so anyways, me amanda and chu ting were one grp and wan jun hui xin and eronica were iin the other.had great fun, tho it was quite tiring to run the whole court..by the time we went up we were practically sweating..yeah.talk bout rest...kays gonna end here right now. i think this is the longest i have typed in nov.. oh well

whoots
teehee
bye..

hmmm, still pondering why you are so emo...

hmm,dunno why these few days feeling so tired..i slept quite alot somemore loh..
teehee-seokkee's fav word..haha.


i dunno why ppl keeps avoiding me ...am i that bad..no i wasnt..cos i tried to say yo but you just kept running,and i dunno why.and all i noe was i feel very hurt..no sorry no nth..or else you thot i wasnt existent..


but on the other hand, made some good friends too..MUST HAVE COURAGE LAH, XIAOEN.. seriously considering to join second service..actually i thot bout it ytd..but still thinking..if i go first service its in languages that i dun really understand much..second service have eng..but on the other hand, i want to go church sunday school..hmm. lost.. and now wif ps fu man going, i may not, I REPEAT, i may not grow much in spiritual sense..hmm..


workig on ps fu man's card//. hmm, wad present shd i give..?


P.s if you cant accept me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best

feeling so bored right now...hmm,what else can i write to pastor fu man...?

hey yo..i guess im really sad today..or maybe frm last sunday..okay,okay i admit i haven got the courage to ask all bout that,but oh well..i shall explain no further..just hope tomorrow wld be okay;D

ps..lydia cheam,you look fab..like a princess...:D




i will be sure to get it frm her,haha..

hmm,two more days to it...IT..THE FINALE..haha
this week pass very fast..isit cos of the holidays,or isit cos if IT.hmm,haha..

you're hot and you're cold
you're yes and you're no
you're in and you're out
you're up and you're down..

what does all these mean?

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